Chapter 53: Fortune and misfortune intersect
Lin An did not react immediately.
As a Qiyi player, it was difficult for her to understand Qin Ze's behavior of violating taboos even when he was sick.
But Qin Ze's eyes became more and more strange, and Lin An gradually realized the problem:
"Your reaction seems to be telling me... that the consultation was successful?"
"It's not that outrageous, right? I've done various diagnoses for you. It didn't take effect, but I casually said... It took effect?" "
But I just said you had a cold, but it didn't take effect..." Lin An was a little at a loss.
Qin Ze's expression gradually became normal, and then he said jokingly:
"It turns out that a disease in the brain is also a disease. Now I'm cured, I'm really a patient. Thank you, Lin An."
Lin An really wanted to go crazy and take back what he just said. .
But it was obviously too late.
"Are you sure you succeeded in breaking the taboo? Are you really sick? Do you want to go for another check-up?" Lin An couldn't believe it.
She didn't know whether she should be happy or not.
Breaking taboos is Qin Ze's goal, but the consequences of breaking taboos are really hard to say.
Especially if you have a brain disease, it is really difficult to treat.
However, Lin An still didn't understand why so many previous diagnoses did not take effect, but this sentence did.
"Yes, at that moment, I had the feeling of violating a taboo, and some related memories quickly emerged in my mind."
Qin Ze drank the bitter tea poured by Lin An and continued:
" These associated memories convinced me what kind of disease I had. It turned out to be a disease, and I had figured everything out." Lin An didn't dare to make any more
guesses, for fear that casual guesses would aggravate Qin Ze's condition. :
"Tell me, what is your illness?"
Qin Ze pressed his temple:
"Let me think about where to start. This matter was actually accomplished in two times."
After about ten seconds, Qin Ze sat down and said,
"The thing is like this. You should remember that I once broke a taboo and was taboo to sleep." "
After I fell asleep that night, I dreamed of a very evil killer named Prell."
Lin An remembered that this incident happened just a few days ago.
Qin Ze continued:
"The level of taboo is distorted, and the effect is that in my dream, it will confuse the identity between me and Prell." "
I can't help but think that I am Prell."
"This It may have a great impact on my spirit. It may even cause me to become a black calendarer."
Lin An vaguely guessed that this might be a "symptom."
But she had never heard of this kind of disease, and she thought that the matter had been solved:
"But I remember that you seemed to have dealt with this matter?"
Qin Ze said after humming:
"Yes, I took a bath that day and got the immunity. This is very important. It makes it difficult for me to be invaded by the spirit. I originally thought that this was the end." "
But later, I will still dream about Prell, but I will not have confusion about my identity. Think of yourself as Purell."
Lin An said:
"Then this can only be regarded as strange, but it cannot be regarded as an illness, right?"
Qin Ze nodded:
"If what happened today and what I experienced two days ago had not happened, this would It's really not a disease."
Lin An was still confused, but did not interrupt Qin Ze.
Qin Ze said:
"I have experienced the behavior of asking a doctor once before. I went to ask Feng Enman." "Feng Enman
wanted to check me, but I refused. I couldn't trust him. I refused everything. People who spy on my memory."
"But this process is indeed a consultation. Feng Enman even told me how to eliminate the influence of dreams."
Lin An probably understood a little bit.
"You mean, this experience is also included in today's consultation?"
Qin Ze nodded and said,
"Yes. Just when you said that I was mentally ill, Feng Enman and Feng Enman came to my mind. Prell, although I don't know what Preel looks like, I have his voice in my mind." "
This memory suddenly appeared, which made me understand what all this is about."
Qin Ze slowly After taking a breath, he concluded:
"Let me briefly summarize."
"Since I visited Feng Enman not long ago, my experience is that I consulted with the psychiatrist Feng Enman first, and I consulted with you Lin An. Later."
"Twisted, combining two experiences. It means that when I visited von Enman, I had already buried the cause
of the disease." "But at that time, I dreamed about Prell, and it was not called Disease. At most, the body is polluted by the spirit." "
Because on the day I visited von Enman, I did not encounter today's taboos, so it was just an ordinary consultation." "
But today, I started to consult, and the consultation was The calendar behavior caused me to start to be affected by the distorted power." "
The two distortion-level violations seem to have some weird connection." "
If I don't consult a doctor today, then dreaming about Prell will still be just A kind of mental pollution."
"If I consult a doctor today, but the doctor does not conclude that my brain is sick, then dreaming about Prell is still pollution, and it is not considered a disease, because it means that I have failed in the consultation."
Lin An also figured out the logic, and Qin Ze finally smiled and said:
"But there is no if, I succeeded in breaking the taboo. The moment you said that my brain was sick, I really became a patient." "
Now, I dream Prell is no longer a simple pollution, but a disease...a disease of a strange level."
Lin An apologized a little:
"I'm sorry, I really shouldn't talk too much..."
"You don't need to apologize, I He voluntarily breaks taboos and is happy to do so. For me, improving my functions is the most important thing." Qin Ze waved his hand.
He continued:
"The current situation is that we have to clarify the difference between mental pollution and disease."
"Blessings and misfortunes depend on each other, and good and bad go hand in hand. We need to first clarify the difference between misfortune and misfortune."
Lin An pondered about Qin Ze After saying this, she gave her opinion as a doctor after a while:
"You dreamed about Prell before, just because there is some kind of twisted pollution in your body that has not been purified." "
But now, you have You are sick. This kind of disease is definitely not a disease that people on the real level can get." "
Disease refers to an abnormal state that occurs physically or psychologically. From this point of view, it seems to be no different from what you had before. .”
"But pollution exists in your body, and it corrodes your individual goals." "But disease
is different. Once a disease appears, it is an objective existence that can affect human physiological or psychological functions. The target of the effect is a certain person. A kind of group."
"The disease may be contagious and there is no guarantee. I will also dream about a terrible person tonight." "
Then the people I come into contact with will also be related to the dream..."
Lin An actually told The situation was very scary, but Lin An's expression was very calm.
She does not think that Qin Ze has brought disaster and evil to the world.
On the contrary, Lin An began to think dialectically, and unexpectedly felt a sense of darkness.
Qin Ze didn't know what Lin An was thinking, so his expression was serious.
He believed that Lin An's statement was reliable. The difference between pollution and disease is not just another name.
"Disease" has more space to be defined and has a broader concept.
In other words, from now on, on a weird level, the world has an additional disease.
It is unclear whether this disease is contagious, whether it may continue to worsen, and whether it can cause cancer...
Contamination can exist on the spiritual level, and it can be purified by a psychiatrist.
But disease is something that exists objectively.
I can get this disease, and so can others.
Qin Ze frowned. Was this considered a violation of taboo and then created something extremely terrifying? Is this considered a villainous act in a movie?
He sighed:
"I suddenly felt that distortion is more terrifying than recruitment and arrival. It is too difficult to define and full of too many variables."
Lin An shook her head, with a smile on her face:
"You are right, distortion is difficult Defined, but you might be different this time."
Qin Ze was puzzled:
"What do you mean?"
Lin An explained:
"First of all, Huo Qiao's divination said that your taboo behavior this time will have no impact on me. ."
"That means that this disease is not contagious. As long as it is not contagious, your taboo behavior will not affect anyone."
Lin An tapped his index finger on the table, thought for a while and then said:
"At present, Come on, the symptoms of your disease are not fatal."
"It's hard to say which one is more terrible, mental pollution or disease, but for me, disease is not terrible, because the disease is certain." "In the future,
similar pollution will appear again When the time comes, everyone will be able to use your method to obtain salvation."
Qin Ze seemed to understand, and his eyes suddenly brightened.
"Actually, this is the same as before, Qin Ze. In the past, the medical level was backward. People had no way to deal with epilepsy. They thought it was invaded by evil spirits." "Maybe it's weird. For us now, it's just like sheep
. Crazy is the same for people in the past."
"Perhaps because I am a doctor, I am more afraid of weirdness and distortion rather than disease." "
Now, you have made a certain type of weird pollution turn into a disease." "
Then It is equivalent to making things that were originally difficult to understand become understandable. Things that are unpredictable have a fixed form." "
Simply put, after distortion is given the concept of reality, it is no longer distorted and unpredictable."
Qin Zezhen I didn't expect that doctor Lin An's ideas and perspective on problems are so unique.
He praised:
"Lin An, you are really a genius! But how did you determine this? You seem to be very sure?"
Lin An smiled and said:
"This is a topic that Jane's mother said."
"His' There are many qualities, and the level of the old calendar is very high, so Jane’s mother will have some knowledge about the old calendar that we don’t know.” “Some of them
involve the secrets of the origin of the calendar, and he can tell them as long as he can.”
“He once said that it is twisted and weird, and cannot be Predictions, but when you give them the concept of reality, you can trap them." "
This is a very ultimate topic. Jane's mother believes that the meaning of the calendar is to bring weirdness and distortion to life through the behavior of life."
"On the surface, we are encountering weirdness, but in fact, we are eliminating the weirdness."
This statement made Qin Ze feel like a ray of light penetrated the darkness.
He thought it would be a long time before he came across something involving the nature of the calendar.
But Jian Yiyi seems to have been exposed.
This also strengthened Qin Ze's determination to collect "quality" to invest in the old calendar.
He praised:
"The team leader is really amazing."
Lin An completely agreed:
"Of course, among so many teams, the team leader is the youngest to join the board of directors. But the team leader also has a lot of problems... Well, in the future Ask him yourself. He is very optimistic about you." "
Now, what you have to do is to test the disease yourself, just like the doctors in ancient times. Qin Ze, you have to try hard to feel the impact of this disease on you. ."
"And find a way to solve it."
Lin An stared at Qin Ze seriously:
"Maybe this disease has brought you not only bad things, but also some benefits that can be discovered." "
Maybe you have been Preel is affected, and Preel will also be affected by you..." "
Your experience of having an innocent body has allowed you to avoid the biggest risk of this disease - confusion of identity." "
And since it is Disease is no longer pollution, so it will not erode you further. Why not make good use of the symptoms?" "
You know that brain diseases are actually many special ones. For example, some people have difficulty reading text when they have some diseases, but they have He has an amazing talent for painting."
Qin Ze actually thought of this himself.
He stood up and said:
"Lin An, thank you, I already know what to do."
This disease does not need to be cured in a hurry. Everything is exactly as Lin An said. Maybe you can get some extra benefits from the disease.
Of course, the main reason for all this is that
he has established "antibodies" through the Immaculate Body.
Although the innocent body has disappeared, the inner sense of self-identity has deepened.
... Qin Ze did not delay Lin An for too long. Of course, if possible
,
he would be willing to communicate with Lin An more.
Although Lin An is young, he finds it quite rewarding to think about the problem from an angle.
If Lin An wasn't really busy, he would be willing to communicate more with Lin An.
At dusk, Qin Ze returned home.
The copper money plant in the pot is growing at an incredible speed. It has passed the budding stage and entered the growth stage. It even has a few leaves.
When Qin Ze returned home and saw the potted plants, he was amazed at the growth speed of the plants under the power of distortion.
At the same time, Qin Ze discovered that the leaves of the copper money grass were a bit strange.
In the middle of each leaf, there is a dark line.
Qin Ze looked carefully and found that it was not a black line, but a gap.
He approached the potted plant and took a closer look.
His breath fell on the leaves, and this action seemed to make the leaves absorb some kind of nutrients.
A strange scene soon appeared, and the black gap spread instantly.
To be precise, it is "opening".
It turned out that it was not a black line, but a mark after an eye was closed.
Now, the copper money grass felt a certain breath and opened the eyes of a leaf.
The eyes on the copper-coin-like leaves made Qin Ze feel a little scary.
This is no longer the copper money grass, at least it has mutated under the twisted power.
God knows what the hell was planted?
But he soon realized -
"I planted it to suit the trend, not to violate taboos. No matter how scary this thing is, in essence, it is the product of the trend."
Although he didn't know that this pot of plants would eventually allow him to obtain What a gain, but recalling the piece of information in his mind...
Qin Ze came closer and stared at that eye with gentle eyes.
Not only is he no longer afraid, on the contrary, he wants to make this meeting as successful as possible.
(End of chapter)