Zhou Baopu's thoughts were wandering, but his steps did not slow down at all. When he raised his meditative head again, he found that he had almost reached his front door.
The door of Dan Mansion is now closed, but Zhou Baopu's steps stopped because he found that a figure appeared in front of his wide door, and he was still trying to think about it. I want to go in, but I don’t know why, but I can’t open the door of Dan Mansion at all.
The man was dressed in black, and his back was so familiar. He had appeared countless times in Zhou Baopu's sleep, but now he appeared in front of him, which made Zhou Baopu feel a little unreal.
Zhou Baopu rubbed his eyes and finally confirmed that it was not that he was lost or hallucinating, but that the person really appeared in front of him.
That person's figure looked so small. After all, she looked a little weak in front of the huge Dan Mansion gate, but that person's figure looked so huge, occupying Zhou Baopu's entire line of sight.
At this moment, it seemed that apart from her, Zhou Baopu could see no other existence in the world.
Zhou Baopu looked at this figure in a daze, speechless. The steps he was walking forward seemed to be stuck to the ground, and he could no longer move a step.
Zhou Baopu knew that the ground was still the same ground, and it was impossible to stick his footsteps to the ground. What stuck his steps to the ground was not the ground, but his mood, the appearance of Wang Caifeng, and the intense longing for him in his daily life. And the hesitation in front of me.
Wang Caifeng looked at the door in front of her in confusion. Dan Mansion was a house given to her by Wang Ke a long time ago. Although she didn't come in to live there often, she couldn't even open the door of Dan Mansion. She clearly remembered how to open the door, but now she couldn't open it no matter what.
Not only was she unable to open it, but she had already sent a message to Wang Er. Wang Er was also very anxious inside and still could not open the door of Dan Mansion.
How did Wang Caifeng know that the reason why he could open the door of the Dan Mansion with the final seal before was because the blood mustard in which the Dan Mansion was located had not yet recognized its owner, but now the situation is completely different. Unless it is Zhou Baopu, I am afraid that under the world Anyone who wants to open the door to Dan Mansion can't do so without Zhou Baopu's consent.
Zhou Baopu looked at this situation and didn't know what Wang Caifeng was thinking, but knowing was one thing and making a difference was another. He saw his mother coming to his door but couldn't open it. , Zhou Baopu didn’t know whether it was God’s will or what happened.
There was even a moment when Zhou Baopu wanted to escape, leave this place, and not let Wang Caifeng see him. He didn't know why this happened, and Zhou Baopu didn't know very well. It seemed that as long as he saw Wang Caifeng, he would be missing something very important. Something like.
Zhou Baopu thought maybe it was because he had been deceived before.
Some people may say that what Wang Caifeng did is not deception at all. This is at most a white lie. After all, the purpose of not letting Zhou Baopu know the truth is to allow Zhou Baopu to have a quiet childhood, not to put too much burden on Zhou Baopu, and to allow Zhou Baopu to grow up ordinary but happily, so that Zhou Baopu can be free from worry. Carefree.
But Zhou Baopu felt that it was precisely because he had 100% trust in Wang Caifeng that he could not forgive this kind of deception.
For example, if a gangster stabs you, although you resent the gangster's cruelty and cruelty, there is still another emotion that will haunt you, and that is an inexplicable feeling of bad luck, or that you will not recognize yourself. It's bad luck, but you can't deny that this sudden misfortune is bad luck.
However, if you are stabbed by a loved one, in addition to resentment and resentment, you will also feel unbelievable, unable to cope with yourself, and unable to face it.
It turns out that as people's relationships gradually deepen, their tolerance for each other gradually decreases.
As someone said, we often express our worst temper to those closest to us.
Similarly, when a loved one makes a mistake, the first thing we often think of is not to forgive, but to escape.
Moreover, often after being deceived by a loved one, the first thing people think of is not revenge.
Because acts of revenge are too intense for close relatives, although there is resentment, it always takes a certain amount of time to weigh whether there is more resentment or more concern.
But often, just and kind people will always take care more seriously, so they will not think about revenge, and then find it difficult to face it as usual, so they can only escape.
People often avoid the group of people closest to them, so that the whole world is left with only emptiness and loneliness.
Thinking about this, Zhou Baopu suddenly realized that the reason why he refused to see Wang Caifeng was precisely because he felt deceived.
Because Wang Caifeng is his mother and he misses her deeply, it is impossible for him to seek revenge. However, it is difficult to accept this kind of deception for a while, so he wants to avoid Wang Caifeng.
However, Zhou Baopu thought again, is it really necessary to deny Wang Caifeng's mother because of a temporary deception?
When this question emerged in Zhou Baopu's mind, Zhou Baopu finally understood his decision.
"No, I must face everything that happens bravely!"
Zhou Baopu looked at Wang Caifeng and couldn't help but make up his mind.
The reason why he did not choose to escape was because Zhou Baopu figured out another reason.
He believes that people's greatest happiness is not living with someone who completely understands them. Let’s not say that there is only one such person in a million, let’s just say that such a person does exist, but he will be like a roundworm in your stomach, leaving you with no privacy, leaving you naked, and making you feel uncomfortable all over.
Life without secrets is like running naked on the street. It is not a kind of enjoyment, but more of an embarrassment.
The greatest happiness in the world is to have someone, no matter beautiful or ugly, good or evil, who can tolerate all your little and big tempers. When you hit him, he hits you; when you scold him, he scolds you; when you are quiet, he follows you and keeps quiet; when you are indifferent, he keeps you indifferent.
He has witnessed the real you, the unpretentious you, and you have also witnessed the unabashed and unscrupulous him.
This is the greatest happiness, and sometimes, we often choose to escape because the other person has a good relationship with us but has made a mistake, so that we dare not face it.
In this way, we avoid those who are most worthy of our memory, and slowly become as cold as ice in the journey of life.
Zhou Baopu's body swayed and his mind moved at will. He had already appeared behind the gate of Dan Mansion. He wanted to open the door of Dan Mansion with his own hands and greet his mother outside the gate, because he knew that if he avoided it, it would not only be him who would be cold. Her heart is filled with the deep tenderness of Wang Caifeng's beloved son.