Chapter 128 Healing Department
After hearing Bai Yu’s words, Amamiya confirmed that the other party did not blame him.
Amemiya Mahiru breathed a sigh of relief.
As long as Mr. doesn't get angry, that's fine.
It's just that he never seems to be angry because of his selfishness.
Do you even seem to agree with it?
"I don't mind if you take the initiative to look for monsters to fight, but I have to remind you to pay attention." Bai Yu spread his hands and gave the other party a vaccination: "I can't help you all the time. If you encounter When it comes to dangerous situations, you still have to rely on your own strength to solve them. Not all the time, I will take action."
This is also a preset position. If the car really overturns and there is a big problem, you Don't expect me to always give you the scoop.
Amamiya Mahiru breathed a sigh of relief: "It's good if you don't get angry, sir... Of course I'm not confident, and I didn't plan to say anything at the beginning. I just felt that it was not good to hide it." She has never understood what it means to be willful since she was a child, and she
also There is simply no such degree of freedom.
The idea of being confident never arose from the beginning. When she decided to intervene, she was mentally prepared to bear the consequences. For example, Baiyu is the parent company and Amamiya Mahiru is a branch of a multinational group, so she has certain discretionary power to make decisions. Business policy, but you have to be responsible for the profits and losses it generates. You can't lose money and have to beg the parent company to wipe your ass, right?
It can go bankrupt directly.
Quickly reopen the trumpet.
You must not be arrogant, Amamiya Mahiru warned yourself, you must clearly understand your position and attitude... Although you have already incurred a high sunk cost, for your husband, you are not necessarily irreplaceable.
She said seriously: "I am confident that I can win, and this battle can be regarded as a test for myself."
"Very good, very good." Bai Yu agreed repeatedly.
Employees who can discipline themselves to work overtime are good employees.
After suffering a lot, the boss drives a Land Rover.
Work hard, as you become stronger, I will become stronger!
The atmosphere is harmonious.
It's just...
Bai Yu sat down on the railing, not even rushing into the dungeon to fight monsters, but sighing and sighing: "I really envy you."
Amemiya Mahiru couldn't see it but still blinked in confusion. Blink your eyes, why does this sentence sound so Versailles? Is it irony?
But she couldn't hear the specific meaning of irony, so she asked: "What are you referring to? Is there anything worthy of envy in me?"
Bai Yu smiled: "I'm not sarcastic, don't be so nervous...I When I say envy, I mean envy in the true sense." "
What I envy you is that you are moving forward on your own life path." "
Just this alone makes me envious."
Amemiya Mahiru Closing her eyes, she walked to the opposite side of Bai Yu and sat on the railing, their eyes facing each other.
"You sound a little troubled?" She pressed her chest: "If you don't mind, you can tell me. I'm very good at keeping secrets... and I don't have anyone else to talk to." Bai Yu looked
at Amamiya Mahiru touched his chin and thought, he smiled and said: "Indeed, maybe you are the most suitable listener." At
this time, for some reason, a desire to talk came up.
Perhaps it was because she was familiar enough with Mahiru Amamiya, but also because she was his heroic spirit and could never betray his existence.
It's also because the two parties live in completely different circles. What separates each other is not only space, but also time... Even if she knew, she couldn't do anything.
It's because in reality, there are some secrets that cannot be told to anyone, not Su Ruoli, nor Qin Xuezhao.
If it's just a secret, that's fine. The important thing is that behind this secret lies the heart of a wanderer who cannot return home.
It is true that Bai Yu inherited the young man's memory, and also decided to inherit his life and live for him as a way of repaying his kindness.
But Bai Yu can't completely turn into a teenager. He also needs to think about himself and the ultimate proposition of a time traveler.
--go home.
"Where should I start?"
He said slowly: "It's not complicated. It's just...I came to a strange place, became a stranger, and couldn't find the way back. ——I don’t know why I am here, but I have to live as another person. Isn’t this a bit difficult to understand and a bit complicated?”
Amamiya Mahiru shook his head gently: “No, I understand. ...Because I am the same. After my mother died, I was raised as a doll in the Minami family. I was forced to become Mahiru Minami. I was forced to live like this. I also understand the feeling of becoming another self.
Bai Yu touched his chin: "My situation is not as bad as yours. It can even be said that it is much better than yours. I have relatives and friends, and a bright future. But...occasionally I still think of my hometown and myself. " My former relatives."
He laughed at himself: "Isn't it quite hypocritical?"
"Missing my relatives whom I will never see again is not hypocritical at all, not at all..." Amamiya Mahiru retorted seriously and seriously, she His tone was very light, but he said very seriously: "This is human nature, Mr. Destiny." "
I don't know why I came here, and I don't know what I am here for. Maybe it is to protect world peace and fight for peace." Blow some bastard's head off? There's nothing wrong with that, but after all..." Bai Yu looked at the palm of his hand: "It's not what I really want." "Do you
want to go back?"
"Yes, of course. I think." Bai Yu spread his hands: "It's a pity that I can't do it."
"You can obviously do such a magical thing and change my destiny, but you can't go back?"
"A person can build a nuclear bomb and an aircraft carrier are two different things. Ah." Bai Yu shook his head and said: "What you can't do is that you can't do it..."
He also simply showed his cards: "I'm not that powerful. You may think too highly of me. Isn't there a saying like this? Are you saying that? A doctor cannot heal himself."
He laughed at himself: "I may be able to write other people's fates, but I cannot write my own."
Amamiya Mahiru was speechless for a moment.
She could understand the plight of the other party, but she could do nothing about it. Even the words of relief seemed feeble.
Before, she always believed that Mr. Destiny was an omnipotent god, but now she understood more clearly that the other party was not a god, but a 'person' who was also trapped in the current situation, and also had his own emotions and desires. Troubles and worries.
Compared to the magic before, he now has more flesh-and-blood reality.
It is no longer like the distant and untouchable noble existence before, but more like a human being who can actually touch and have warmth.
This is a good thing.
Amamiya Mahiru's heart was beating fast. She was still thinking and worrying about how to get closer to Mr. Destiny and how to ensure that the bond between the two parties was stable. She really didn't expect the opportunity to come so easily and quickly. She almost fell asleep. Someone brought a pillow.
Sharing each other's secrets with each other is proof of a strong bond.
If you reveal your information unilaterally, it is just a kind of parasitic dependence.
Supporting each other is not like this. Supporting each other is indispensable!
Before, Amemiya Mahiru knew that she could increase her husband's attention by getting stronger, but she felt that this was too slow. If there was a better way to stabilize the bond between the two parties... now she found it, and this way was emotional value.
Fortunately, she is a woman, and women are naturally more emotional and empathetic, so contributing emotional value is also a necessary weapon for her.
Although Amemiya Mahiru was taught how to seduce men, she was ashamed to learn these skills. Naturally, she did not have the skill of "making men fall head over heels for me in three sentences" that a certain swordswoman was so proficient in.
It can be said that being considerate is the best weapon she has... If it can provide enough emotional value and act as a good stress reliever, it can maintain a good bond between the two parties, and maybe one day it can make Mr. Destiny unable to Leave her.
Thinking of this, Amemiya Mahiru suddenly felt elated.
Now or never.
Bai Yu held her forehead and realized that she had said too many depressing words. She was not a self-pitying character, so she changed her words: "Okay, let's not say these depressing words... Even if I really want to go back, You should go back after becoming a winner in life, marry a gentle girl who is considerate, beautiful and generous, have children, a daughter, a car, a house, a cat and a dog, live in a house with a big yard, and bask in the sun with nothing to do. ." After saying a few words, he almost believed it. He shook his head hurriedly and said: "——The daydreaming ends here, we should farm monsters..." "Mr. Destiny."
Amemiya
Mahiru interrupted.
She considered her words, then immediately threw away the carefully crafted words and came up with a sentence from the bottom of her heart.
"If you feel sad, can you let me heal you?"
She raised her hand and said awkwardly: "My mother said that hugs can heal sadness. Do you want to... give it a try?"
(End of Chapter)