Chapter 16 Pain makes hatred deeper.
"Lele, do you think Yang Binbin will call you teacher?" Du Miaoshu asked worriedly as she walked far away from the scene.
When Le Yun knocked Yang Binbin away just now, there were classmates nearby who were peeping, but no one said anything. If Yang Binbin called the teacher and asked other students to testify, the situation would be unfavorable for Le Yun.
"He can scream if he likes. The most he can do is get a punishment or be banned from taking the college entrance examination. I'm afraid he'll be a fool!" Le Yun is not afraid of boiling water. Anyway, if she can't take the college entrance examination, none of them will be safe. Enter the examination room.
Du Miaoshu was completely speechless. Her deskmate made it clear that those few people would not dare to make the matter a big deal, right? She became more and more envious of her deskmate. Being underage was good and she could fight happily. If she had known this, she would have skipped the triple jump no matter what, and then become a "vulnerable group" among the big brothers and sisters. Be a brilliant little genius.
Huang Yali ran a long way, and her hanging heart slowly fell to the ground. She hurried back to the dormitory. She thought that Yang Binbin would call the teacher to report that Le Yun had beaten him. In the past, she, Zhang Jing and Le Yun had a fight. When they quarreled, Yang Binbin would always notify the teacher for them as soon as possible. This time, he would definitely not let Le Yun go if he was beaten.
Unexpectedly, after waiting for several days, she heard nothing. It was as if the incident had not happened.
Huang Yali was depressed to death. Why didn't Yang Binbin report it to the teacher? The opportunity for such a good percussive rhyme was so wasted.
Days pass by, and the college entrance examination is getting closer and closer. Everyone is getting more and more nervous, and when they are nervous, they are full of fighting spirit. They have been studying hard for twelve years and no one asks, but they just want to become famous in one fell swoop.
She was probably scared, but Principal Yang and a few clowns didn't come to trouble her. Le Yun's mood became better and better, and she became more and more relaxed. With her computer-like brain and super good memory, she felt like she was taking the college entrance examination. No pressure at all.
What made her a little puzzled was the melons planted in the space garden. She thought they would be gone after picking them for three to five times at most. The fact is that if the main vine of the vine seedlings does not die, it will grow melons and fruits, and the main branches will not grow side branches. The branches grow branch after branch, seemingly endless.
So she picked another bunch and another, eggplants once a day or night, watermelons once every two days, tomatoes every day and night. After another busy week, the melon vines finally lost much of their vitality. Quickly pull out the seedlings, chop them into pieces, dig a hole and bury them in the ground, so that the seedlings can be returned to the fields as fertilizer.
At the beginning of a new week, Le Yun welcomes the most helpless and inevitable relative for every girl - her aunt.
She is only fourteen years old this year and had her first menarche six months ago. According to normal adolescent development, menstruation at the age of thirteen and a half is considered normal development.
On Monday morning, when she felt that her aunt was coming, Le Yun's nerves and even her skin were tense. She drank two large cups of brown sugar water at noon and took the brown sugar water with her in the afternoon.
After drinking brown sugar water for half a day, in the evening, the signs of her aunt's arrival hit Le Yun so fiercely that she could barely straighten her waist. She couldn't go to the evening repairs. She asked for leave and even had dinner. I returned to the dormitory without eating, lying on the bed wrapped in a quilt and shivering.
She had very severe menstrual cramps. She fainted from menstrual cramps and even had to go to the hospital. After that, she visited relatives every month and the pain was so painful that she felt like dying every time.
This time is no exception.
Wave after wave of pain made Le Yun sweat profusely from the pain, and she curled up into a cocoon, as if that would relieve the pain.
In fact, even if you curl up into a ball, you can't reduce the pain. The throbbing pain will only increase and become more and more fierce.
The pain before her aunt's arrival tortured Le Yun cruelly. The pain made her eyes flash, her limbs twitched, and she could only hold on to the quilt with both hands and grit her teeth.
"Grandma, I'm in pain..." In the unbearable suffering, her body was bent like a shrimp in pain, her eyes were filled with water, but she couldn't shed a single tear.
It hurts, it hurts so much.
This time it hurt more than the previous times.
"Ah -" When another wave of severe pain hit, Le Yun couldn't bear it anymore, a whimper escaped from her lips and teeth, and the water in her eyes finally came out.
"Grandma, I hate her, hate her, hate her!"
Once, she promised her grandma that she would not hate or complain, that she would not live in hatred, and that she would live happily. However, she couldn't do it, she really couldn't do it!
In the past, she might have been able to forget that when her relatives came and tormented her to death every month, even if she wanted to forget, those old things would flow out of her dusty heart, reminding her of the harm those people had done to her.
Pain makes memories clearer.
After being hurt, vague words came to mind again - "... Damn it, how much hatred is this, how can you be so cruel to such a young child, poor child, if you are hurt here at such a young age, you will only be hurt in the future." I'm afraid I'm going to suffer..."
Le Yun remembered those words from the doctor. Through her tears, she vaguely saw her grandma's face again, and heard the frightened voice - "Doctor, what will happen to my granddaughter in the future? Is it possible that she will return to the hospital again? You can't have a baby either..."
- "Old man, your granddaughter's uterus was severely damaged. For such a small child, the uterus has just been damaged before it is fully developed. It's hard to say whether she will be able to have children in the future. One thing is certain, even if Take good care of your injuries. You may not be able to avoid pain during menstruation. You should try your best to nurse your child back from an early age..." The
doctors and nurses also said something else to grandma. Le Yun didn't hear it because it happened three years ago and she was in pain at that time. He was almost unconscious, but he could clearly remember the words he heard even when he was conscious, even when his consciousness was vague.
I didn’t understand much at the time. It wasn’t until my menstrual period half a year ago that my stomach hurt so much that I didn’t know what was going on. When I woke up and found myself lying on a hospital bed, I asked the doctor and found out that she had fainted due to severe menstrual cramps and was sent to the hospital by her teachers. By that time Only then did I remember those dusty things, and understood what the doctor meant when he said he would have dysmenorrhea in the future.
Grandma once taught her not to live in the shadow of being hurt, but to pursue light and happiness. Even on her deathbed, she never forgot to teach her not to live in resentment.
She always kept her grandma's instructions in mind, tried her best to forget some hurts and unpleasant things, and faced the sunshine like a sunflower.
"Grandma..." The memory came to mind like a movie, and Le Yun burst into tears. Grandma, forgive me, I can't forget all the hatred.
It's not that she doesn't want to forget, it's that she really can't forget. This kind of pain always reminds her not to forget how cruel some people are and not to forget the hurt she has received.
"...Ugh..." The pain in her lower abdomen was severe again. Le Yun hugged her belly in pain. That person... the person who made her endure this kind of pain. If she becomes a prostitute in the future, she will have to retaliate with tooth for tooth and eye for eye. , repay the pain that person gave her ten times!
(End of chapter)